sharon fucking stone

so here i am.... another migraine, its a really bad one. one of the many scary ones. when i get ones like this i remember the time sharon stone was on oprah and talked about how she always had severe migraines so she didnt realize she was having a stroke. she just figured it was another bad migraine and she didnt want to make a fuss about it. which always freaks me out when its this bad. i always end up picturing my self instantly dying or having serious brain damage... its bad, who wants thoughts like that.

my accupuncture appointment isnt till next week. the guy is on vacation. i havent done it yet not sure it will do the trick. my doctor never calls me back and hasnt found a solution for me. seems im allergic to all the pain meds or cant take them because they contain some form of asprin which my body cant handle.

a girl i became close to stopped talking to me a couple of months ago. and i asked her about it recently .... and one of the three reasons she said she stop talking to me was because i get so many migraines. ha aint that bitch. my migraines are apparently a contibuting factor in my dwindling social life.

i should rename my blog migraine.

filter....

i have a meegraine. i went to a neurologist a little over a month ago, feeling defeated by these monsters hoping that a once not so pleasant experience would me be more helpful the second time around. ehhh wrong. i seem to have more migraines then i've had in quite some time after my little trip to the neurologist and taking all his little pills. so what now.

hmm perhaps i will go for acupuncture, something ive never done. what else can be added to the equation .... perhaps i should take up yoga. and perhaps i should go talk to someone on a couch once a week. if stress is taking over this should knock these nasty migraines out of my system. wonder if there is something im not thinking of here. something im missing. i already tried all kinds of vitamins so dont think i need that.

when i slipped on the stairs a couple of weeks ago and hit my head that knocked my migraine right out of me. so perhaps i should look into hitting myself with a frying pan and be ok with the concussions and temporary excruciating pain.

realizing my moms lack of immortality didnt help matters this past week. she survived a blockage in her artery. from what i hear it's good that they found it. and im happy they did because i never like to see her in pain.

what a dreary entry. i cant sleep though....