Xanex

Im loving the label on this Xanex bottle.... it's funny it's such a tiny pill. I took it 9 minutes ago.... says it should impair my judgement.... lets see what happens.... btw its explosive or at least that's what the sticker may lead me to believe....ok i feel a little funny... and im offffff.......

Democracy now.....

I can't sleep. I have an interview tomorrow. Perhaps I have insomnia again or perhaps it's all the interviews I've been going on. I can't seem to sleep when I know I have an interview the next day. It's a sucky combo when I know I have to bring my best with no sleep.

Lately I've noticed that I've become more analytical. I've become more observant and very curious about things I use to not think about. I wish I was this way back in college. I have this feeling of just catching up to how most people are at probably a much younger age then me. I feel I've been lagging behind for quite some time, I almost don't know how to catch up.

All and all things are decent at the moment. I'm enjoying the little things. :)

I was filling out some job application today that asked what was the best advice I was ever given. To which I replied " Get off the fence, it hurts!."

http://www.democracynow.org/

on a lighter note HA

LOL

Race Against Time

oren's friend and roommate koren told me if i was a parrot i would say "i need a job!"

i have 7 more weeks of unemployment. and 6 more months of health benefits. i pay close to 500 a month for health benefits. Im struggling here. Is the job market really this bad? or am i doing something wrong?

a couple of months ago i was blown away when someone let me know that i was writing my cover letters completely wrong. at first i was overwhelmed by this new information. but i have since then fixed it and im happy i did.

i've had my resume looked at and redone a million times. but i feel it once more needs help so i have enlisted two friends i feel know a lot about writing a good resume.

i also want to work on my interviewing skills.

with the elections coming up im hoping voters will vote smart. obama will be a huge help for me personally. i need a more affordable health plan... i dont want to go to a free health clinic as mccain would have it.

Joe vote smart!

http://www.palinaspresident.us/

apparently they are updating it everyday up until nov the 4th...
so many things to click on.
something new and proof that its been updated....you can click on the post it on the desk.

i cant sleep

i have an interview or rather a meeting tomorrow with this amazing company. they dont have any positions at the moment but they wanted to meet with me any way for any possible openings in the future. i cant sleep why i decided to retouch this photo would be too much for me to explain at the moment. but its kind of a funny story despite the boringness of the retouch... anyway here it is. the subtle difference... man i should learn photoshop more indepth i really enjoy getting tedious.

i know i can do better. although the graininess of the photos makes it a bit of a challenge... anyway im wired but perhaps i should try this sleep thing once more. damn i hate not being able to sleep....

tooo tired to watch this whole video at the moment but im confident about posting it anyway

October 4th my birthday and the deadline!

27 and ......

last year i had my birthday at trash (now a party of the past or rather its just isnt the same since they changed locations) it seems like a million years ago. my life was so different and yet the same... i had just lost my job and was in a really bad relationship. im still looking for a job. sometimes my search seems endless, i dont even remember what it was like to have job. not even when i temp does it feel the same, but its always nice to work even if it's for a day, a week, two weeks.

so what will this year bring.... hopefully change.... and good change....