Mufffenss ♥

Long time no post. Lately I have all these thoughts rolling around like Mexican jumping beans in my head... Ever have that toy when you were a kid. My sister had one I always envied that toy, it looked like a pill, one side pink the other white. When you would place it on the table it would stand straight up against gravity. So simple, yet it gives so much pleasure. Oh to the simple things. Perhaps that's not even that what that toy was called....

I found this great bagel place by work. The last two days it's been bagel and a muffin. I love muffins. :)

You know what else I love going to lunch after being cooped up in a window less office all day. So yes I smile as I walk to get some food. I'm a joy face teethy smile girl when it's lunch time. There I was minding my own smile in the bagel store when I forgot that smiling can catch the wrong kind of attention. This guy saw my smile and I guess he took it for more then it was. Perhaps he thought I'd never smiled till I'd seen his face. As soon as I realized the implication of my smile I refrained and looked down. He kept smiling at me, eagerly trying to get some eye contact with me.... Gosh can't a girl just smile.

Perhaps I'm wrong, maybe I imagined the whole thing, I certainly think too much I wouldn't put it past me to over analyze any situation.... Any who that's all for now....

Ted Turner

I would like to meet Ted Turner he seems like a fun guy. Perhaps "man" would be a better word seeing how he is 70. Maybe Ted has a job for me. Maybe if we meet my job worries will be no more.

Ted Turner where are you?

I'm thinking maybe I should post my resume on craigslist and someone can find me. I'm sick of looking for a job. I'd rather be sought out. I'm looking to work somewhere interesting. I have lots of skills, none of which I will disclose on my blog. I have a pretty descent smile. And I am a pleasure to be around. ;) Hire me!

I recently was informed that my only option for a roommate has moved out on his own already. Seeing how I don't have a job, there is not much I can protest about that.

I'm in the midst of talking to someone who is quite egotistical. Nothing beats someone who truly is in love with themselves and thinks their mere existence is great accomplishment. Perhaps this is a good perspective to have. Maybe I've underestimated the power of self love.

THE POWER OF POSITIVE THOUGHT

today some amazing events took place...
i left my wallet at home... and only realized when i went to buy this dress that obviously belongs to me. but tomorrow its mine MINE.....mine mine mine mine

went on a promising interview today and have two more this week.

on halloween i found 80 bucks just lying on the floor at a club.

Obama won.. YES! god if he didnt there would be some angry peoples including me.

Xanex

Im loving the label on this Xanex bottle.... it's funny it's such a tiny pill. I took it 9 minutes ago.... says it should impair my judgement.... lets see what happens.... btw its explosive or at least that's what the sticker may lead me to believe....ok i feel a little funny... and im offffff.......

Democracy now.....

I can't sleep. I have an interview tomorrow. Perhaps I have insomnia again or perhaps it's all the interviews I've been going on. I can't seem to sleep when I know I have an interview the next day. It's a sucky combo when I know I have to bring my best with no sleep.

Lately I've noticed that I've become more analytical. I've become more observant and very curious about things I use to not think about. I wish I was this way back in college. I have this feeling of just catching up to how most people are at probably a much younger age then me. I feel I've been lagging behind for quite some time, I almost don't know how to catch up.

All and all things are decent at the moment. I'm enjoying the little things. :)

I was filling out some job application today that asked what was the best advice I was ever given. To which I replied " Get off the fence, it hurts!."

http://www.democracynow.org/

on a lighter note HA

LOL

Race Against Time

oren's friend and roommate koren told me if i was a parrot i would say "i need a job!"

i have 7 more weeks of unemployment. and 6 more months of health benefits. i pay close to 500 a month for health benefits. Im struggling here. Is the job market really this bad? or am i doing something wrong?

a couple of months ago i was blown away when someone let me know that i was writing my cover letters completely wrong. at first i was overwhelmed by this new information. but i have since then fixed it and im happy i did.

i've had my resume looked at and redone a million times. but i feel it once more needs help so i have enlisted two friends i feel know a lot about writing a good resume.

i also want to work on my interviewing skills.

with the elections coming up im hoping voters will vote smart. obama will be a huge help for me personally. i need a more affordable health plan... i dont want to go to a free health clinic as mccain would have it.

Joe vote smart!

http://www.palinaspresident.us/

apparently they are updating it everyday up until nov the 4th...
so many things to click on.
something new and proof that its been updated....you can click on the post it on the desk.