Lamb with no Skin VS boot with Foriegn Gum

There sure is nothing else like having a fresh wad of someone else's gum on your boot. Especially when it's smells fresh and has various pieces of other peoples hair on it...

I think this piece of gum was my wake up call. After looking at this photo one can't deny that these boots are beyond done. A good pair of boots are the kind worn in but mine are the kind you can put your finger through.

I love how when I told my friend lex about this piece of gum she begged me not to talk about it because it was grossing her out. Meanwhile she has a photo of her self holding a dead lamb... wait not done. A dead lamb with out it's skin. It's all bloody and fleshy. I can admire an animal dead or alive myself but not to fond of the idea of flesh. I like bones though. I'm temped to post this photo of her she has out and about. But I can't even look at it.

I had Chicken for dinner tonight and I was grossed out by this wad of veins I found. Yes wad. there was a bunch all entangled. It really grossed me out. I get that it's meat and animals have veins but I can't bare to see anything that resembles a vein on something I'm eating.

God I really really really don't want to go to work tomorrow or the next day. I need a job but does the job have to suck. How many people are happy to be at work? It sucks too because most of my time is definitely spent at work.

Mufffenss ♥

Long time no post. Lately I have all these thoughts rolling around like Mexican jumping beans in my head... Ever have that toy when you were a kid. My sister had one I always envied that toy, it looked like a pill, one side pink the other white. When you would place it on the table it would stand straight up against gravity. So simple, yet it gives so much pleasure. Oh to the simple things. Perhaps that's not even that what that toy was called....

I found this great bagel place by work. The last two days it's been bagel and a muffin. I love muffins. :)

You know what else I love going to lunch after being cooped up in a window less office all day. So yes I smile as I walk to get some food. I'm a joy face teethy smile girl when it's lunch time. There I was minding my own smile in the bagel store when I forgot that smiling can catch the wrong kind of attention. This guy saw my smile and I guess he took it for more then it was. Perhaps he thought I'd never smiled till I'd seen his face. As soon as I realized the implication of my smile I refrained and looked down. He kept smiling at me, eagerly trying to get some eye contact with me.... Gosh can't a girl just smile.

Perhaps I'm wrong, maybe I imagined the whole thing, I certainly think too much I wouldn't put it past me to over analyze any situation.... Any who that's all for now....

Ted Turner

I would like to meet Ted Turner he seems like a fun guy. Perhaps "man" would be a better word seeing how he is 70. Maybe Ted has a job for me. Maybe if we meet my job worries will be no more.

Ted Turner where are you?

I'm thinking maybe I should post my resume on craigslist and someone can find me. I'm sick of looking for a job. I'd rather be sought out. I'm looking to work somewhere interesting. I have lots of skills, none of which I will disclose on my blog. I have a pretty descent smile. And I am a pleasure to be around. ;) Hire me!

I recently was informed that my only option for a roommate has moved out on his own already. Seeing how I don't have a job, there is not much I can protest about that.

I'm in the midst of talking to someone who is quite egotistical. Nothing beats someone who truly is in love with themselves and thinks their mere existence is great accomplishment. Perhaps this is a good perspective to have. Maybe I've underestimated the power of self love.

THE POWER OF POSITIVE THOUGHT

today some amazing events took place...
i left my wallet at home... and only realized when i went to buy this dress that obviously belongs to me. but tomorrow its mine MINE.....mine mine mine mine

went on a promising interview today and have two more this week.

on halloween i found 80 bucks just lying on the floor at a club.

Obama won.. YES! god if he didnt there would be some angry peoples including me.

Xanex

Im loving the label on this Xanex bottle.... it's funny it's such a tiny pill. I took it 9 minutes ago.... says it should impair my judgement.... lets see what happens.... btw its explosive or at least that's what the sticker may lead me to believe....ok i feel a little funny... and im offffff.......

Democracy now.....

I can't sleep. I have an interview tomorrow. Perhaps I have insomnia again or perhaps it's all the interviews I've been going on. I can't seem to sleep when I know I have an interview the next day. It's a sucky combo when I know I have to bring my best with no sleep.

Lately I've noticed that I've become more analytical. I've become more observant and very curious about things I use to not think about. I wish I was this way back in college. I have this feeling of just catching up to how most people are at probably a much younger age then me. I feel I've been lagging behind for quite some time, I almost don't know how to catch up.

All and all things are decent at the moment. I'm enjoying the little things. :)

I was filling out some job application today that asked what was the best advice I was ever given. To which I replied " Get off the fence, it hurts!."

http://www.democracynow.org/

on a lighter note HA

LOL