say goodbye to chocolate

im sitting here for the 3rd week in a row eating a twix bar thinking maybe this should be my last for a bit... luckily something was wrong with this twix bar so it made it easier to say good bye at least for tonight... i was just talking to a friend about skin care and she was saying something about dairy being bad. which i thought was funny because my friend jason doesnt do dairy. he's told me that he feels like he can breath now because his sinuses are really clear and his skin is really clear. it is i would eat cheese off it.

im lactose intolerant so it would be awesome to cut milk products from my diet, i would probably feel a lot better... but i mean giving up cheese.... omg i dont think i can do it... everything taste better with cheese even your mom...  how do vegans do it. i want to be a vegan. vegans are hot, they have that whole malnutrition look going for them. or people who only eat raw food. those people look amazing and age beautifully. maybe if i eat a twix bar and dont cook it i will come close to looking like them... oh wait im giving up chocolate .... and im already pretty skinny naturally so i suppose if i gave up meat and dairy it might get scary... hmm... or rather i might get scary looking...

i was just asked what i do when im up this late besides prowl the internet... perhaps i should do something more productive then write this blog at this very moment... and watching this model show on bravo. they look like they are having soo much fun. makes the rest of us wish we could do that too .... ok maybe i cant speak for everyone but it looks like fun. wearing pretty clothing and having your hair did... wow i totally missed the beginning of this show they posed naked for an art class haha... that's funny. i need to see this from the beginning. dammit some other bad show is on instead.... sometimes i can catch the beginning after the show is over  because they play it back to back... it's nice it's like watching it backwards.