feeling jet lagged on the 4th day back. not sure why it took 3 days to feel this way but it started yesterday. i went to sleep at 8pm last night and now im just feeling like sleeping the whole day but i guess i cant.
i cant help feeling like i wish i could just rewind. but a las i can not. do it different. it's bad to live in regret. there is only the future. to bring ones past into the present only complicates things. and living in regret is just not the same as living. so i guess im going to get past this too. i always do.
today is a big day no time to be sad. no time to be tired. time to move on. time to smile.
all i want to do is sneak a toe under my blanket under my already made bed, then perhaps a leg and just slip right under and fall into a coma. sleep can solve everything... sleep can be my get away. but when should i wake up, how much is too much sleep. if i slept over 8 hours am i not allowed to sleep some more.
i didnt want the photo above i wanted it below. i dont know how. ill never know how.
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