Ted Turner

I would like to meet Ted Turner he seems like a fun guy. Perhaps "man" would be a better word seeing how he is 70. Maybe Ted has a job for me. Maybe if we meet my job worries will be no more.

Ted Turner where are you?

I'm thinking maybe I should post my resume on craigslist and someone can find me. I'm sick of looking for a job. I'd rather be sought out. I'm looking to work somewhere interesting. I have lots of skills, none of which I will disclose on my blog. I have a pretty descent smile. And I am a pleasure to be around. ;) Hire me!

I recently was informed that my only option for a roommate has moved out on his own already. Seeing how I don't have a job, there is not much I can protest about that.

I'm in the midst of talking to someone who is quite egotistical. Nothing beats someone who truly is in love with themselves and thinks their mere existence is great accomplishment. Perhaps this is a good perspective to have. Maybe I've underestimated the power of self love.

THE POWER OF POSITIVE THOUGHT

today some amazing events took place...
i left my wallet at home... and only realized when i went to buy this dress that obviously belongs to me. but tomorrow its mine MINE.....mine mine mine mine

went on a promising interview today and have two more this week.

on halloween i found 80 bucks just lying on the floor at a club.

Obama won.. YES! god if he didnt there would be some angry peoples including me.

Xanex

Im loving the label on this Xanex bottle.... it's funny it's such a tiny pill. I took it 9 minutes ago.... says it should impair my judgement.... lets see what happens.... btw its explosive or at least that's what the sticker may lead me to believe....ok i feel a little funny... and im offffff.......

Democracy now.....

I can't sleep. I have an interview tomorrow. Perhaps I have insomnia again or perhaps it's all the interviews I've been going on. I can't seem to sleep when I know I have an interview the next day. It's a sucky combo when I know I have to bring my best with no sleep.

Lately I've noticed that I've become more analytical. I've become more observant and very curious about things I use to not think about. I wish I was this way back in college. I have this feeling of just catching up to how most people are at probably a much younger age then me. I feel I've been lagging behind for quite some time, I almost don't know how to catch up.

All and all things are decent at the moment. I'm enjoying the little things. :)

I was filling out some job application today that asked what was the best advice I was ever given. To which I replied " Get off the fence, it hurts!."

http://www.democracynow.org/

on a lighter note HA

LOL

Race Against Time

oren's friend and roommate koren told me if i was a parrot i would say "i need a job!"

i have 7 more weeks of unemployment. and 6 more months of health benefits. i pay close to 500 a month for health benefits. Im struggling here. Is the job market really this bad? or am i doing something wrong?

a couple of months ago i was blown away when someone let me know that i was writing my cover letters completely wrong. at first i was overwhelmed by this new information. but i have since then fixed it and im happy i did.

i've had my resume looked at and redone a million times. but i feel it once more needs help so i have enlisted two friends i feel know a lot about writing a good resume.

i also want to work on my interviewing skills.

with the elections coming up im hoping voters will vote smart. obama will be a huge help for me personally. i need a more affordable health plan... i dont want to go to a free health clinic as mccain would have it.

Joe vote smart!

http://www.palinaspresident.us/

apparently they are updating it everyday up until nov the 4th...
so many things to click on.
something new and proof that its been updated....you can click on the post it on the desk.

i cant sleep

i have an interview or rather a meeting tomorrow with this amazing company. they dont have any positions at the moment but they wanted to meet with me any way for any possible openings in the future. i cant sleep why i decided to retouch this photo would be too much for me to explain at the moment. but its kind of a funny story despite the boringness of the retouch... anyway here it is. the subtle difference... man i should learn photoshop more indepth i really enjoy getting tedious.

i know i can do better. although the graininess of the photos makes it a bit of a challenge... anyway im wired but perhaps i should try this sleep thing once more. damn i hate not being able to sleep....

tooo tired to watch this whole video at the moment but im confident about posting it anyway

October 4th my birthday and the deadline!

27 and ......

last year i had my birthday at trash (now a party of the past or rather its just isnt the same since they changed locations) it seems like a million years ago. my life was so different and yet the same... i had just lost my job and was in a really bad relationship. im still looking for a job. sometimes my search seems endless, i dont even remember what it was like to have job. not even when i temp does it feel the same, but its always nice to work even if it's for a day, a week, two weeks.

so what will this year bring.... hopefully change.... and good change....

somethings missing.....

got a hair cut saturday.... all i can say is i was in another world hence the shortness. i cant remember the last time my hair was this short. i think cutting 3 inches of hair off is like cutting a finger off. ha not sure what the exact amount of inches we are talking about here. but it feels super nice, perhaps i needed it cut. it will grows back :( or at least that's what i tell myself when i somethings missing...

silence

silence between two people can be awfully loud.

perhaps this is old and i dont feel like revising it at the moment but here is my tiny revision from the day i wrote it. the other is nice because its to the point but i feel this one has something as well.

Her thoughts never speak

It's growing colder…
She yearns for his attention…
She questions her decisions…
She misses his smile…
She misses his touch…
Would it be different…
Should she have let things stay as they were...
Will this feeling go away…
Better to hurt now, better to hurt later.
When she's in his presence she holds back her tears.
Swallowing tightly trying to disengage her mind from the unpleasant events she has put into motion.
Her mind wanders.
His desolate living room had an array of items haphazardly lying around. A couple white shirts lay in a pile on the couch. Three note pads stacked twisted on the floor by his desk. The distant scribbles she could not read.
A lone receipt lying on the floor by the coffee table.
What did he buy? Was he thinking of her.
Why was he on her mind endlessly, with little to no interruption…
Even with this moment in time that she has gotten to be once more be by his side she panders endlessly.
Wishing she could stay, wishing the moments didn't pass as they did. With each dismal second she’s biding her time till she knows it’s too awkward to stay.
The moment arises it’s time to leave. She slips on her pants one leg at a time. Buttons up her blouse tiding up her vest making sure it’s not crooked. She bends, picks up her bag and walks towards the door.
Wishing he wanted to kiss her passionately against the door not letting her turn the knob to leave.
Wishing as they headed down the stairs he'd grab her and take her in his arms, carrying her back up the steps that took them winding farther and father away from one another.
Wishing as she would.
Wishing he wouldn't let her get on the train.
They stand there on the busy corner admiring each other . His concave chest tightly wrapped with his red t-shirt. Her eyes focused on his, pupils dilating.
He grins, teeth showing, kisses her lightly.
The sky is overcast.
They're fingers tangled together, slowly separate, finger by finger letting go.
She pulls him back in and kisses him holding the back of his neck, fingers in between blades of hair.
She knows when they depart they will be strangers once more.
His grocery receipts, a crease in his shirt, the way he walked home that night, who he saw, who he was with, whether he laughed, whether he cried, whether he missed her, whether he was happy, what he read, what he put off to do tomorrow, all a mystery.

Her thoughts never spoken

It’s growing colder…
She yearns for his attention…
She questions her decisions…
She misses his smile…
She misses his touch…
Would it be different…
Should she have let things stay as they were...
Will this feeling go away…
Better to hurt now, better to hurt later.
When she’s in his presence she holds back her tears.
Swallowing tight trying to disengage her mind from the unpleasant thoughts.
Her mind wanders.
She thinks about a receipt lying on the floor.
What did he buy, was he thinking of her.
Why was he on her mind endlessly, with little to no interruption…
Even with this moment in time that she has gotten to be once more be by his side she wonders endlessly.
Wishing she could stay, wishing the moments didn’t pass as they did.
Wishing he wanted to kiss her passionately against the door not letting her turn the knob to leave.
Wishing as they headed down the stairs he’d grab her and take her in his arms, carrying her back up the steps that took them winding farther and father away from one another.
Wishing as she would.
Wishing he wouldn’t let her get on the train.
They stand there, eyes locked.
He grins, teeth showing, kisses her lightly.
They’re fingers tangled together, slowly separate, finger by finger letting go.
She pulls him back in and kisses him holding his head, fingers in between blades of hair.
She knows when they depart they will be strangers once more.
His grocery receipts, a crease in his shirt, the way he walked home that night, who he saw, who he was with, whether he laughed, whether he cried, whether he missed her, whether he was happy, what he read, what he put off to do tomorrow, all a mystery.

Doctors pay attention

So i went to the doctor... seems it couldnt have been the chicken, my reaction was too fast for it to have been the chicken... it turns out it was the naproxen... apparently they shouldnt prescribe naproxen to people with gi problems. big slip up for a doctor if you ask me. so no more naproxen for me.

i'll live.

dont let strangers touch open cuts

i under cooked some chicken i made tonight, it looked cooked but i thought it looked a tad pink. this is a first. i've never had under cooked chicken or made it. i questioned it but ate it anyway. rather then doing the safe thing and putting it in for more time. so i suppose it wasnt a surprise when i got sick immediatly after eating.

i didnt start seeing a shrinky dink. i didnt start going to yoga like i said i would. but i did go for acupuncture. sometimes i say things i have every intention to follow through on and then something happens and i dont. perhaps these things seperate the lazy from the driven.

there is something to be said... but some things are better left unsaid.

sharon fucking stone

so here i am.... another migraine, its a really bad one. one of the many scary ones. when i get ones like this i remember the time sharon stone was on oprah and talked about how she always had severe migraines so she didnt realize she was having a stroke. she just figured it was another bad migraine and she didnt want to make a fuss about it. which always freaks me out when its this bad. i always end up picturing my self instantly dying or having serious brain damage... its bad, who wants thoughts like that.

my accupuncture appointment isnt till next week. the guy is on vacation. i havent done it yet not sure it will do the trick. my doctor never calls me back and hasnt found a solution for me. seems im allergic to all the pain meds or cant take them because they contain some form of asprin which my body cant handle.

a girl i became close to stopped talking to me a couple of months ago. and i asked her about it recently .... and one of the three reasons she said she stop talking to me was because i get so many migraines. ha aint that bitch. my migraines are apparently a contibuting factor in my dwindling social life.

i should rename my blog migraine.

filter....

i have a meegraine. i went to a neurologist a little over a month ago, feeling defeated by these monsters hoping that a once not so pleasant experience would me be more helpful the second time around. ehhh wrong. i seem to have more migraines then i've had in quite some time after my little trip to the neurologist and taking all his little pills. so what now.

hmm perhaps i will go for acupuncture, something ive never done. what else can be added to the equation .... perhaps i should take up yoga. and perhaps i should go talk to someone on a couch once a week. if stress is taking over this should knock these nasty migraines out of my system. wonder if there is something im not thinking of here. something im missing. i already tried all kinds of vitamins so dont think i need that.

when i slipped on the stairs a couple of weeks ago and hit my head that knocked my migraine right out of me. so perhaps i should look into hitting myself with a frying pan and be ok with the concussions and temporary excruciating pain.

realizing my moms lack of immortality didnt help matters this past week. she survived a blockage in her artery. from what i hear it's good that they found it. and im happy they did because i never like to see her in pain.

what a dreary entry. i cant sleep though....

snickers charged

http://www.typetive.com/candyblog/item/snickers_charged/

ok perhaps some of you wouldnt want this. but i love snickers.... big fan

i would marry snickers if i could although we would probably have to have an open relationship. i like to get around with a lot of chocolate. like i really like the kinder oren re bought for me another 10 boxes of..mmm mmmm

im also a big fan of grizzly bear. i really wish i could go see them live. i hate that i missed the last show, stuck in the lame hospital for 3 days.

this guy doesnt make it sound that appealing but im curious so i might have to seek one out. the snickers charged... his words or maybe its a she..."And then it comes along, the caffeine kick. And when I say kick, I mean in the mouth. It’s a bitter aftertaste that sits high and in the back of the mouth. It just kind of lingers there, like maybe it’s not something you ate but something you smelled (sometimes strong skunk will do that to me). And it stays with you, probably as long as the caffeine is in your system."

im really bored. writing to no one and everyone isnt really taking care of that. but sounds like next week i might be working so that's good. :)

the end

sunday times...

this kid was so cute

lex and james(james wearing my sunglasses)

i dont know who this is...

never point it's rude....man my arm looks fat

i shared my shirt it was tasty...

Contemplating....

if you saw me yesterday would you miss me?

i want a yoga ball....

my ass hurts...

yesterday i ended up at the hospital after a 5 day migraine. i couldnt take the pain anymore. they gave me two shots in my ass (if i write butt it just sounds wrong... not sure why), one on each side, of muscle relaxers, and gave me a percocet.

im at my wits end with these headaches. i dont even know what to do anymore about them... but hopefully this will be the last of ones this bad for a while. or of any migraine for that matter. god i hate them soo much...

fake fired.... fake job

today i was fake fired from my fake job... sadly it was the highlight of my day.

i still have a headache. i thought it was going away but it slowly got worse again...

this headache feels like death... it hurts so bad.

meegraine migraine....guh

im on my millionth day of a "f"ing headache... is it a migraine... is it a sinus headache... is it a tension headache who knows anymore. nothing is making it go away. it went away for a split second saturday night so i could go out for the first time in forever. but it came right back sunday morning just changing position in my tiny little head. 

the worst thing about not be able to sleep is getting hungry all over again. there is something awful about this kind of hunger. i feel like i haven't eaten in week. 

i wonder if i could go on disability for my meegraines. i loose so much time with these suckers. it makes work really hard when i have a job. i have a friend whose on disability for something like this. i'd rather just not get them at all. 

i never write in here anymore but i rarely go out and about these days. so not much to write about. what's with the weather report this past month rain rain rain... yet not a drop has fallen... so weird. 

im going to regret this entry when im sobered up from my excedrin high. 

rule number one dont do excedrin and write

rule number two dont do excedrin and talk

rule number three excedrin doesnt work

you knew it from the beginning, yet you held on...

feeling jet lagged on the 4th day back. not sure why it took 3 days to feel this way but it started yesterday. i went to sleep at 8pm last night and now im just feeling like sleeping the whole day but i guess i cant.

i cant help feeling like i wish i could just rewind. but a las i can not. do it different. it's bad to live in regret. there is only the future. to bring ones past into the present only complicates things. and living in regret is just not the same as living. so i guess im going to get past this too. i always do. 

today is a big day no time to be sad. no time to be tired. time to move on. time to smile. 

all i want to do is sneak a toe under my blanket under my already made bed, then perhaps a leg and just slip right under and fall into a coma. sleep can solve everything... sleep can be my get away. but when should i wake up, how much is too much sleep. if i slept over 8 hours am i not allowed to sleep some more. 

i didnt want the photo above i wanted it below. i dont know how. ill never know how.

working on this drawing...

i worked on this drawing again. yay im committing to this and im really happy. my left hand has been burning in the center for a couple of days.. im not sure whether to be concerned.. it reminds me of when i was younger and i would fall, land on my hands, scrape them... then they would sting.. any one ? any one?.... 

now im wondering what will be my next drawing clearly i have to do another one. 

why markers are not good for my drawings....

ok so i did another drawing tonight... as well as mess up that one i did of oren. i've been dying to finish it but keep putting it off. there is this pen i like to use to put final touches on drawings and it's gone forever. and i thought to myself hmmm what can i use instead. i dont know? no clearly i dont know...why using a permanent marker came to mind as a good idea, i have no idea. its kinda got this felt tip and it's kinda thin but it's a marker. not a pen! the pen i would have used draws much thinner nicer lines. oh yeah and this pen that's missing in action i can find at an art store or perhaps even staples. yeah! (not to discriminate against those people who use markers. it takes a certain kinda of drawing and a person with a lot of skill to use a marker. plus it's not as delicate as a pen.) it could have been something special. ok enough verbal abuse. 

i realized i dont write in here too often and yet i still dont have anything to write. so i will leave you with the drawing.. that's that. 

the power of ....

hair uses: playing

hiding

cutting

the end

i dont like when people insinuate...

last night i was sitting at my computer bored taking photos talking online doing a bunch nonsense.. when i stopped to upload my photos i placed my lap top on my lap to open iphoto and i realized my power cord was super hot. i had just plugged it in maybe 5 mins prior so i thought it was odd.. it was really really hot so i decided maybe it was best to unplug it since it seemed to be over heating. i went to take it out and the cord melted and broke right off, with the magnetic tip still plugged in. i had to remove the tip still and it was burning hot with stringy things coming out of it.. im thinking this isnt safe.. this could catch fire, what the hell... so after this i was thinking was this my computer or the cord. so i made an appointment today to go to the mac store to get it checked out... 

the guy at the mac store takes one look at it and says at this point you need to buy a new power cord.. dah i knew that... and then he says he doesnt think it burned, it would be brown. i tell him the whole story and say why would i make this up. he tells me he doesnt think it will be covered and he doesnt think it over heated but he will bring it in the back and get a second opinion. i even show him how it looks melted...he comes back and tells me his manager doesnt think it was burned either but they will replace the cord anyway... i dont like that he insinuated that i was lying or something. i mean whateves there was clearly no way i was paying for something i didnt do? and they did replace it but ... ok it doesnt matter case closed..

my ex beau just imed me and asked me how it went and i told him how they didnt believe me and they gave me a new one anyway and he asked if i flashed them my boobies.. ha.. that's funny.  i replied yes of course that's how things get done...

last night before this stupid power cord thing i was on the grizzly bear blog. it's this band i adore and i found some good music on there. they always post good stuff.  http://grizzly-bear.net/blog/ .... not sure if that link is clickable i cant figure out how to copy words into this thing for some reason. i like this deerhunter song they have one on there it's called fluorescent grey. 

speaking of grey i want to paint my room grey. all this not working is proving to be boring and not very productive i've been on some awesome interviews that apparently meant nothing.. which sucks. 

fun times all around...

this morning i woke up at oren's ... or perhaps i cant say woke up seeing how i didnt fall asleep till it was almost time to wake up. his sublet is this amazing apartment with all these windows with natural light... but this girl has these sheer white curtains that dont really keep any of the light out, which is fine but when you havent slept it doesnt help the cause. but in any event i couldnt sleep late i had things to do like get my a drawing desk that my friend said i could have. and go to breakfast with oren before heading home and back into the city for an interview. then plans with jason face.

we went to egg again this time i got something really good. somehow i talked oren into splitting something with me. im really into splitting food.. he got an omelet that was amazing and i got french toast that wasnt bad either, im sold. im all about second chances...

i have kind of an awkward body.... i have to stop taking pictures of myself when oren gets ready...i just get slightly bored...

i drove home and there was soo much traffic although in this photo there was none... weird. took me way longer then normal...

headed back into the city for an interview id rather not talk about and then met up with jason at rockefeller center... then we walked to the west village and ate some french food... on the way there we saw all these restaurants that looked really good like this one here... thaiselect it doesnt look like much in this photo but it looked really cool in the flesh... me and jason are walking and i see all these roses in the store window fronts and im like what's with all these roses, their everywhere... and i laugh as i realize it's almost valentines day... not a holiday i really think about much.. hopefully i will be married with 10 kids by valentines day...oh and have a huge diamond ring because that's real happiness... kids marriage diamonds... hello...

so me and jasin... went to this french restaurant and i talked him into doing a share with the food.. like i said i like that... half of this/ half of that... mmmm.... he got this amazing salmon sandwich that i love there and i got this chicken dish that was pretty darn good as well. followed up by chocolate cake. i dont do well with telling myself no more dairy. esp since oren's omelet that he nicely shared with me this morning had cheese in it... mmm mmm cheese... 

i swear this place looked like good eats...

i had to take the photo... jason loves dairy!

on my way home trying not to fall asleep... i had like no sleep last night.

looking for something in my bag, i emptied it all over my bed amongst other junk that was there when i got home for oren's earlier... i soo didnt want to clear off my bed...eek

this freaking drawing is really hard.....

mmmm chocolate cake and walking around .....

say goodbye to chocolate

im sitting here for the 3rd week in a row eating a twix bar thinking maybe this should be my last for a bit... luckily something was wrong with this twix bar so it made it easier to say good bye at least for tonight... i was just talking to a friend about skin care and she was saying something about dairy being bad. which i thought was funny because my friend jason doesnt do dairy. he's told me that he feels like he can breath now because his sinuses are really clear and his skin is really clear. it is i would eat cheese off it.

im lactose intolerant so it would be awesome to cut milk products from my diet, i would probably feel a lot better... but i mean giving up cheese.... omg i dont think i can do it... everything taste better with cheese even your mom...  how do vegans do it. i want to be a vegan. vegans are hot, they have that whole malnutrition look going for them. or people who only eat raw food. those people look amazing and age beautifully. maybe if i eat a twix bar and dont cook it i will come close to looking like them... oh wait im giving up chocolate .... and im already pretty skinny naturally so i suppose if i gave up meat and dairy it might get scary... hmm... or rather i might get scary looking...

i was just asked what i do when im up this late besides prowl the internet... perhaps i should do something more productive then write this blog at this very moment... and watching this model show on bravo. they look like they are having soo much fun. makes the rest of us wish we could do that too .... ok maybe i cant speak for everyone but it looks like fun. wearing pretty clothing and having your hair did... wow i totally missed the beginning of this show they posed naked for an art class haha... that's funny. i need to see this from the beginning. dammit some other bad show is on instead.... sometimes i can catch the beginning after the show is over  because they play it back to back... it's nice it's like watching it backwards. 

i forgot i could do something creative...

today i spent doing paper work i was behind on for unemployment, looking for work, and i also worked on this drawing i started the other day.... i had forgotten that i was even able to draw. i have also forgotten that if you keep at something you can actually succeed... ok so the drawing isnt much ... but it's coming along im pretty happy about it.  words to live by you never know unless you try.... and if you have to keep at it. ha... ok im being a total fruit but for serious...

colin farrell

last night i hung out with oren at his new sublet. today we headed into the city so i could get some erasers so i cant give the excuse of i have no erasers and i cant draw without one... on the way  i found this place that sells the brand of prescription glasses called ic berlin  ive been really wanting since i saw them in seattle in this store called market optical. i was soo excited. unfortunately they dont sell the style that i wanted, but i can put a down payment on them and they will order them and if i dont like them they give me back my money... 

so we leave the glasses store and start heading down the block and im all in my head thinking about the glasses when oren says that was funny... and im like what? apparently colin farrell brushed past me and i hadnt even noticed. oh well.... 

we wound up bumping into a friend of oren's who wanted to go see the kittens at petco. they were very cute but pretty much all sleeping, but that's what cats do... then we went to this place i think it was called kates joint... it was this vegan place. amazing food.... yum, but filthy ... i mean, it was really dirty there and the bathroom was even dirtier. the bathroom looked like a bathroom in a hipster bar or something it was soo gross... but the food was soo good i kinda forgot that it wasnt that clean there... it's funny some of the dirtiest run down looking places sometimes have the best food. 

me being a weirdo taking a photo of myself...

feet.... whose? im not sure?

kitty

this kitty had swollen nipples... apparently she just had kittens and they sold them all to the devil... i mean to some nice person who likes kittens. 

last night out and about at an old party in a new location...

last night was tons of fun with alex.. i heart that betch... not much to write here soo here are some photos..and a super cute short video of alex being excited over throwing stuff into this puddle. i need to learn how to edit video i may have some gems if i cut it right.... maybe not... 

yesterday morning i saw a man washing his car in the rain it was quite a site to see, maybe it's not a bad idea. if i had a car maybe i'd be out there too.

i went on the oddest interview yesterday as well. it was poring out and my umbrella broke and by the time i got there i was soaking wet and pretty disheveled ... it was in this building that had all law firms i wasnt sure what this place was, so i started to think maybe its a law firm. i get up to the 9th floor walk down this hallway and there it is.. the door was made out of wood and there was a little gold plaque with the name of the place on it. i go in and there is this bullet proof glass window with an opening to put stuff in. two young people were sitting at desk behind it. like possible an indian girl and this asian kid, both are sorting through boxes of jewelry. there is  another door just in front of me. so i tell them who im and who im there to see and that i was there for an interview and they buzz me through the second door. so im thinking what is this. weird. inside there are all these desks with all these different young people of all ethnicities. there are no computers or anything resembling a normal office setting besides all the desks. everyone has boxes of jewelry. so im told to go in this room that has a desk with nothing on it and a girl is sitting there and she has a box full of rings im really not sure what she was doing just looked like she was going through the box. oh yeah and the room smells like pancake syrup or something it's kinda gross...so i ask her what they do there and she tells me they sell fine jewelry. a young guy comes in and he asks me to give him my resume. not even hey do you have a copy, but give me a copy of your resume. then he asks me if i would be ok with working in an office with only one or two other people because they are opening another office down the hallway. he asks me if im good with excel. which i know excel and could lie at this point but im thinking why this job seems weird. so i say i barely know it.  and when he says the job is a lot of posting pictures on excel instead of just listening i say " you can post pictures on excel?" i try to ask him if he they have health insurance and he nods and goes we have all that and changes the subject back to more questions he had for me. he's like so how are you with working over time. i tell him "im ok with it as long as im getting paid for my time, how late are we talking here?....i have to go enough of this story the point is it was an odd situation. ;)

night started off with a jump start

haha....dont kill me alex for posting this but...omg it's funny... your invisalign is too funny and soo is that guy behind us...and the way the photo looks all steamy my god...

alex and oren... man oren's hair is amazing...

i kinda didnt get her head in this shot but it works for me... i think there is a music video like this but cant remember which one... ( but she looks like an alien or something it's great)

nico gave alex this to take a picture with and i think it worked quite well with her and her get up..

alex was cold what a baby...

dont give me that look...

me ready to jump, looking like im about to give spirit fingers...

creepy i know... but i had to post it

alex is destructive!

oh wow this video is really dark... oh well... enjoy!